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Holding a Grudge (Download)

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This song is about one of those really weird feelings I felt one time.  The whole thing is summarized by the line “Holding You Close, Is like Holding a Grudge”  Where I wasn’t really digging where I was at in a relationship, but didn’t really feel right ending it. I felt like I was not living authentically, which is totally not my deal.

 

Feelings are weird, guys.

 

from I’m The Problem released Dec 19 2019
Instrumentation, lyrics, production, and mixing by A.J. Buckley
Production, instrumentation and mixing by Davis Zand
Mastered by Courtney Caines at CPS Mastering
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Description

Lyrics:

It always ends
With silence
Ive got endings
Down to a science

The next word said
Will be the last one
We tried and failed
And then our past won

Holding you close is like holding a grudge
I hold on too tight cause i feel it too much

Holding my breath is never enough
To stop how I feel when your scent hits my lungs

I went to you on every night and every weekend
The days and white lies got darker than my regrets

Talking to you can be like talking to god
Cause you’re not listening and all your stories are flawed

Holding you close is like holding a grudge

It always ends
With silence
Cause I’ve got endings
Down to a science

The next word said
Will be the last one
We tried and failed
And then our past won

Holding you close is like holding a grudge
Holding my breath is never enough
Holding you close is like holding a grudge
Holding my breath is never enough